I was going to try and write more but my busy-ness, and my total avoidance of the situation has made my efforts distribute into other areas of my life.
Dad's birthday party, I love him. He made a speech "happy 57th, hopefully i'll make it to 58" yay. Cancer is so harrowing, it's a subject that remains awkward. A third of the population get it but whenever I watch a cancer advert on TV with any of my friends that know I feel like pulling my hair out. Blah (drunk so can't be arsed to write anymore!) x