I currently have insomnia. My dreams are always incredibly lucid and memorable so I'm starting to feel quite thankful for this. Recently I have been going out and getting drunk a fair amount and I find that when I wake up in the morning that I can't actually differ between dream and reality. The upside of being sober and awake is then, that I know that I can't go to sleep because I am annoyed at the selfishness of certain people. The downside is, well I'm very very tired.
Tiredness always causes me to think, very elaborately about my life, loves and relationships in general. I have come to a conclusion, an epiphany some might say, that you constantly need to put yourself first. As much as I like to think about other people and do nice things for them I always find myself disappointed because the expectations I have set are so high...
So, I guess in some way my lucid dreams represent my reality; vivid and easily understood. It just took me a long time to work it out..!
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